I’ve given love to those who never deserved it gave my heart mind soul and without fear…I gave
All ashes now as all the memories crash and burn sometimes yes I mourn to no grave

Every day I love yous went to do you really love me like you said; bullshit words spoken 혶혯혵혳혶혵혩혴

I used to daydream about all the things you promised me we’d do

smiling from ear to ear not knowing all the while to you it was just something to pacify me and they were all sweet lies

I mourn the loss of the all I hoped for the way I blindly let you lead me to my own heartbreak & demise

Happily in love with whom I thought was you my happiness killed by the words I felt slowly slicing through my heart with no remorse

You killed it my purest most valuable desire to be loved by you in return
I had to endure the fire and let us burn

A fire in me roared but all I could do is mourn

The loss of a love I thought I could/would have died a million times only to come back to you in the next lifetimes

You stole my soul with lies to keep me pacified

Uttered words only to keep me in your life not for love but only to build you up
I believed in the perfection of what I thought was you

After we picked up your pieces you threw mine away garbage was what I was to you once you were whole again

From the shards I helped place lovingly where I felt they belonged & then you were gone

All at the same time you were chipping away at my fairytale you broke my heart hearing the words you found someone new to love you

No more was my selflessness needed I healed you so you could be selfish

I sometimes mourn the mirage of what I believed was love ashes in the wind yes I mourn the loss of my pipedreams

No I don’t have a grave to visit just locked away memories I wish would fade away and in the past they will stay

Se la vi mon cheri