Why if I am so great don’t I feel it

I’m so talented and I doubt the credit

I keep looking at myself trying to figure out who’s staring back at me

An adult woman screaming for her parents

Lost somewhere between I can do anything on my own &

Needing my parents to just tell me everything is going to be ok

I never understood how I am supposed to feel so blessed

All I feel is a deep never ending ache

If I could have known

So much more would have been done

Time I took for granted

Fighting back tears missing you so much

I never wanted any of this please still love me wherever you’ve landed

I just want to feel better again

I’m falling Mom mommy daddy somebody catch me hold me let me know

I still have your love guiding me

This wound won’t heal

I’m drowning without you

Please God…anyone can you hear me