I’m grieving & mourning

My homie

Lover

Friend

This heartache

Tears and sleepless nights

Back where we began

Except for now my closest friend

Ships burned to no end

Their is no grave

Just tarnished memories of

What should’ve been

Mourning the loss of my lover

The haunting side of the bed empty

I can think of a time when you couldn’t get enough of we

This lump in my throat

Reminiscing on all the jokes

You gave me heaven and hell

I must be insane because I swear I’d do it again and again there’s would be no end

Not us see we were destined

The heights of love never stopped

Just beginning again and again

Crying to ease this pain

Mourning grieving

No you still walk and talk

Just not with me

You didn’t die

I did

When you turned away from me. we. us

It was crazy I can’t lie

Yet I was the Bonnie to your Clyde

Always ready to ride

You were simply a mirage

Now a ghost that haunts my mind

How can I love and hate you at the same time

Prayers sent to the most high

Asking for mercy

I shouldn’t feel like this

So I am mourning grieving

You

Me

We

Us

No death involved

Except for our future

I am mourning grieving

Our Love

My homie

Lover

Friend